I like myself now

Today, I had the pleasure of meeting Anna again. It’s always refreshing to talk with her. Recently, Julie pointed out that, as extroverts, we get recharged by spending time with others. However, as a Christian, I don’t refuel by socializing with just anyone, I gain energy from being with people of faith. I find that I no longer enjoy engaging in small talk. I prefer relationships where we can have deep conversations or no relationships at all.

I’ve slowed down significantly recently when it comes to pushing myself to work and make money. My mind criticizes me and worries about finances, but my heart feels really good and enjoys this more tranquil version of myself.

I can definitely see why God planned these four weeks of practicing solitude in my life. I truly needed it. As a result, I sincerely hope that from this point on, I can carry what I have felt, learned, and transformed into with me forever.

I like myself now, and I want to continue being this version of myself. O Lord, thank you for the work you have done in my heart, making me desire you above all else and yearn for you more. Come into my heart, do whatever you need to do.