Weird Dream

I fell in love with a young woman who, despite her emotional immaturity, has an incredibly high IQ and is involved in some secretive research. For reasons I still don’t fully understand, I was intensely drawn to her. I ended up divorcing my husband and moving in with her. But as we spent more time together, I realized I had made a huge mistake. First, I’m not a lesbian, and second, my husband was truly the perfect match for my soul. Now, I feel trapped, filled with regret and fear—and that’s what finally woke me up.

Financial pressure 

My husband is on the verge of losing his job soon—not due to anything he did, but because the owner of the business is on a self-destructive path, running it into the ground. Three people have already been laid off, and it feels like his turn is coming soon.

We just bought the house, so he shared his concerns with me tonight. He said he’s feeling disappointed, especially after faithfully tithing and not seeing God take care of our finances in the way he hoped.

Oh Lord, I understand why he feels this way, and I feel it too. But we both know that faithfulness isn’t about getting a reward—it’s about what our hearts are willing and wanting to do for You. Emotions are like clouds, they come and go. I trust You, and I’m so proud of my husband. Even when money is tight and he’s feeling disappointed, he still honors You through it all. 

Be with us and be with him even more, because he needs You.