My anger is gradually fading from my heart. I think I just needed to let everything inside me come to the surface first. Yet, part of me is still holding on, waiting for some kind of apology. I don’t know if that’s an unrealistic expectation, or if it’s something I shouldn’t even hope for. Maybe it’s time to surrender all of this to the Lord.

Still, the heart longs for what it longs for. It craves acknowledgment and understanding. I’m trying my best to lay it all at His feet and obey, but it’s so much harder when darkness lingers in my heart.

Lord, I just need You.