I feel like I’ve been caught in a tedious, repetitive cycle of life. Living with my mom and aunt, I see how different their lifestyle is from mine. I feel their pain and struggles deeply, but knowing that I can only make a small impact leaves me feeling sad and weighed down.
I know I’ve been sent here to bring light and positive energy into their lives. But being restrained, unable to make decisions as I would in my own home, leaves me feeling unproductive and restless, eager to fix their problems, especially the ones that have kept them trapped for so long. I see them so clearly, yet I can do so little.
Oh Lord, You see exactly where I stand and the weight my heart carries. Please grant me patience and wisdom to navigate this season. Help me bring them what You desire through me. Be with me, Father.