Today is the last day I’m taking care of my sister-in-law’s kids. From 7 am to 8 pm, my day was completely packed. Now that it’s winding down, I feel exhausted.

When I’m in Yichang, I often find myself caught up in the small, repetitive details of life. I’m surrounded by others who are also deeply immersed in them. I see so many tired, heavy hearts. It makes me wonder about the meaning behind these soul-draining, repeating cycles. It weighs on me. It feels like existing, not really living.

I think I long for a meaningful life. So many repetitive things feel unimportant to me. Maybe I’m missing something. Maybe I just need to see the meaning more clearly. Or maybe this is just the voice of a tired mind.

Oh Lord, life feels so heavy sometimes. I long for Your presence. Your peace and Your love are beyond anything this world can offer. And I am thankful I get to rest in that at the end of each day.