The trip from Hangzhou and Yuanan has left a deep sorrow in my heart. I’ve seen so many people trapped in unwise actions, deceived by the lies the enemy keeps telling them. In their hearts, they believe they are doing the right thing, but in reality, they are making things worse at the cost of compromising their own holiness. I see it, and I feel it, and it brings a lot of pain to my heart.

This pain becomes even heavier when it involves the people I care for and love so deeply. How can I just sit and watch them walk into the enemy’s traps and get hurt again and again? I’ve been carrying the weight of this sorrow, and it has drained so much of my energy. For days I’ve felt worn out, yet I still have to watch it happen over and over. I question myself sometimes, wondering if maybe I am seeing everything wrong. But I cannot deny that this burden comes from a place of love and deep care.

Lord, I long to understand the meaning of this lesson. Thank You for drawing me closer to You again. I can see how You allowed all these things to happen so I could enter more deeply into the reward You’ve prepared. I may not see everything clearly yet, but I feel Your holy hands covering my back and gently guiding me along the path You designed for me.

I am not afraid of sadness or the weight of the burden, but I do fear responding to it in the wrong way. Lord, please continue to guide me and keep my heart anchored in the present, so that I may always see Your light. Make me a light in this world, a pure and steadfast servant, so that through me, my brothers and sisters, Your beloved children, may be drawn back to You and reunited in Your love.