Today in the car, I said out loud, “I’m so glad my life isn’t in my control.” It felt almost strange to hear myself say that with such joy and pride in my voice. But it’s true, and I’m genuinely thankful that this is where my heart is now.

Each day I wake up knowing that God is the one choosing the adventures and providing the daily bread. My heart is full of joy simply knowing I’m deeply loved and cared for, every single day.

With this new mindset, I no longer see things as difficult, just emotions that need care and attention. And with the Holy Spirit’s help, even those aren’t too much to handle. Life feels lighter now. I can finally relax and truly enjoy it. Thank you, Father, for giving me a new heart.

所有的剧情都是为了满足我们的一种表现需要。现在很清晰的看到了很多人被我需要的原因，他们的存在真的只是为了我的成长，虽然在头脑的剧本中是我被需要，但这个世界真的从来都不需要一个我，每个人都在其中自导自演罢了。当我不断的看清一个身份，放下一个身份。剩下的是什么？

是一个全新的身份，永恒不变的身份—神的孩子。这个身份给了布布这个还在地球生活的角色最大的安全感，归属感和爱。活着的每一天不再是表现和讨好，做的每一件事也不再是被迫和被束缚的。我的唯一目标是为了上主去做一切事情，一切事情都是上主透过我对这个世界的邀请和祝福。