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Holy Rejoicing

Thank You, Lord, for arranging the meeting with Elaine. Though it was canceled once before, I now see it wasn’t the right time until today. This morning, the presence of the Holy Spirit was so powerful, we kept breaking into tears again and again. My heart rejoices in the sacred

July 11, 2025

Guilty Pleasure 

As my days become more steady and peaceful, I find myself longing to share more joy with Riley. One of our favorite ways to connect is through playing video games, it’s fun, lighthearted, and brings us laughter. But because we often lose track of time and end up staying up

July 10, 2025

stronger urge to express

Since 7/7, I’ve felt a much stronger urge to express the experience I’ve been going through, so strong that my brain has started thinking and writing in two languages. It’s fascinating to notice how I perceive different things depending on the language I use. There may be some science behind

July 10, 2025

It’s just… perfect

I’m almost recovered from my flu, but tonight Riley started to show some similar symptoms. I’m praying for his swift healing and that his experience will be gentler than mine. Thank You, Lord, for always watching over us. Since yesterday, I’ve sensed a shift in my spirit, one I’ve longed

July 8, 2025

redeem it all

Dream Dark, enclosed room with dim red lighting — eerie, almost suffocating atmosphere. Presence of WWII-era commandos and a Prime Minister giving me orders to distribute flyers — a sense of control, authority, or manipulation. In the background, shadowy figures resembling Batman or featureless black mannequins — silent, watching, possibly

July 7, 2025

Laying everything down on the altar

It’s been days since I last wrote in my journal, but Lord, You know my heart is always with You. I’ve discovered an intimate connection with You that no condition can ever break. I treasure this new level of longing my heart holds for You. I used to worry that

July 6, 2025

simply free

Anyone who tries to save their life will lose it. But whoever gives up their life for me will find true life. – (Matthew 16:25) The dark season has passed. Now I stand again, steady in peace and clarity. I finally understand this verse in a way I never did

June 26, 2025

Victory

Oh Lord, my heart is filled with gratitude for all the grace You have given me. The days go on and life repeats with different events. Nothing new is gained under the sun, yet only You know how much I am truly receiving each day. Your love and guidance have

June 23, 2025

My New Heart

The Devil Is Losing the Battle It’s been a week since I came here to talk with You, my Father. But You know that You are always in my heart. In every breath I take, You are there. Writing is simply another way I spend time with You. Riley and

June 10, 2025

The Meaning of Giving

Feeling Betrayed One of the recent fights I had with Riley really shook me. Right now, the only word I can find for it is betrayal. As Jim Caviezel said, “We do not love Jesus enough,” and I feel the weight of that truth. I carry guilt for my own

June 3, 2025

Conversation with AI – White Lotus

Me: It’s really scary to accept my true identity as a child of God—that I carry the same power He has. AI: That’s a powerful reflection, Zoey — and yes, it is scary. You’re not alone in feeling that way. Truly accepting your identity as a child of God —

June 1, 2025

The devil has used the best parts of me against me

The Passion of the Christ Last night, I couldn’t sleep. After Riley went to bed, I ended up watching The Passion of the Christ by myself. It was heartbreaking to witness my Savior being tortured and crucified, but at the same time, the story was profoundly powerful. Afterward, I watched

May 30, 2025

pressure and burden

This heavy feeling continues to linger. A conversation with Riley gave me a glimpse into the source of this burden. I’ve never learned how to care deeply without also carrying the weight of the problems that come with it, especially the people I care the most. That’s why I’m always

May 29, 2025

not meant to fix it

I don’t even know how many days it’s been, this persistent sadness in my heart just won’t go away. The last time I felt this kind of unshakable heaviness was when my dad passed away. But this time, it seemed to come out of nowhere. I’ve searched my mind for

May 28, 2025

choose differently

Oh Holy Spirit,Today I call upon You in prayer once more, a prayer You’ve already heard from the depths of my heart. I’ve been sitting with it, letting it stir within me. Throughout my life, You have been guiding me, shaping me, transforming my heart. Yet, in my human weakness,

May 24, 2025

sit and rest

Faith doesn’t prevent fatigue, it just gives me a place to sit. – Steven Furtick It’s been a week since I got home. The “new me,” or maybe the “wrong me,” has stayed with me throughout these days. I’ve felt strangely indifferent to things, yet calm and steady at the

May 22, 2025

Holy Spirit empathy

Ego empathy says: “I feel your pain because I am also wounded.” Holy Spirit empathy says: “I see your pain, but I also see the light in you, and I stand with you in that light.” Spirit-aligned empathy phrases: 1. “I’m here with you, and I trust there’s peace and

May 18, 2025

New Me or Wrong Me

There’s so much I want to say, but I’m afraid the words won’t be enough to express it all. Dark and Silent Retreat I was invited to a three-day dark and silent retreat, something completely new for me. Cutting off the world for three days felt both unreal and refreshing.

May 15, 2025

神性的表达

谢谢宇宙爸爸这两天密集的显相以此记录,心永远铭记家的实相 谢谢今日你送我天使的眼泪让我再次见证你爱的奇迹谢谢你送我一位“灵性的母亲”谢谢你送我一位“灵性的女儿”谢谢你送我一位“灵性的姐妹”我曾生生世世因家庭破碎轮回的那颗痛苦的心在今天众位同修的天使眼泪中被擦亮了当我在自我黑暗孤独的世界里死去的时候我便收获了永远不会分离的家人 宇宙里没有任何一处地方你不曾替我探过路宇宙里没有任何一个我爱的人会被你落下众生永远被你爱着 我永远无需担忧我永远无需计划 行走人间我是你神性的窗口脱离轮回你是我神性的归宿 生来我是你神性的表达回归我是你神性的圆满

May 9, 2025

Ask and it will be given to you

Thank You, my Father, for sending this message to my soul. You are always faithful. You are always good. When things seem to fall apart, it is not punishment or loss. It is Your grace, making space for what is real and life-giving. The pain I felt so deeply came

May 6, 2025

two beautiful days

Thank You for arranging two beautiful days with my aunt and her friend. I truly felt Your presence and blessing through the conversations we shared. Our hearts are hungry for holy connection. Thank You for loving us, Father. Now, I see a new lesson before me. As I overcome the

May 5, 2025

steadfast servant

The trip from Hangzhou and Yuanan has left a deep sorrow in my heart. I’ve seen so many people trapped in unwise actions, deceived by the lies the enemy keeps telling them. In their hearts, they believe they are doing the right thing, but in reality, they are making things

May 4, 2025

Daily Bread

The part of me that always wants the best outcome comes from a good place, a desire for excellence and goodness. But because of that desire, my mind labels my efforts as superior, giving me the illusion of having the moral high ground. Over time, I’ve begun to see the

April 30, 2025

The Gentle Slope

You will say that these are very small sins; and doubtless, like all young tempters, you are anxious to be able to report spectacular wickedness. But do remember, the only thing that matters is the extent to which you separate the man from the Enemy. It does not matter how

April 27, 2025
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