This weekend has been extremely emotionally challenging for us. On one hand, we were trying to be open and vulnerable during the marriage retreat, and on the other hand, my husband is facing the overwhelming reality that his mom is nearing the end of her life. It breaks my heart to see her suffering so much.

We checked out of the retreat at 11:30 a.m., and the first thing we did was change his flight so he could leave tonight instead of tomorrow. A stroke has affected both sides of her brain, leaving her unable to perform basic functions. All she can do is moan—she can’t eat or swallow, and an infection has spread throughout her internal organs, leaving no hope for recovery. She is trapped inside her body, holding on as long as she can to say goodbye to her loved ones.

At this point, all we can do is love her and pray that the Lord shows grace and mercy during this final part of her journey. It’s interesting how many family members disliked or even hated her, but death has brought out the best in all of our hearts.

Lord, You are the giver and taker of life, and I trust in Your hands alone. Please be a source of comfort for Mom, guiding her out of the darkness and into Your light, bringing her safely home. I pray for all of us who love and care for her, that we may be a source of encouragement and proof of Your love, giving her something to hold onto in this difficult moment. Let her know she is deeply loved, and we will always remember and honor her in the best way we can.