I have been reaching out to both my aunt and my mom separately, hoping that they would open their hearts and communicate with me as a medium. But both have expressed that there is nothing they wish to say to each other. This has made me feel both sad and afraid, knowing that this is such a painful place for them to be in.

I understand that my lesson here is patience. I recognize it, and I can feel it. Lord, I surrender myself to You once again. May Your Kingdom come, and may Your will be done, not mine. Change me, Lord, and humble me.