I went to Bible study today, and as always, I loved it! Before I go in, I usually practice in my head what I want to say. In that process, the evil judge in my head often wants me to impress others rather than be honest with myself.

Today, our small group had to answer a lot of hard questions. People took a long time to share, and my mind grew impatient. What about me? I have a good story too. Then, I used the phrase God gave me: “How dare you enter the holy ground.” My mind went quiet. I finally stopped thinking about myself and just patiently and dedicatedly listened to their stories.

I ended up not sharing mine, but the way God quieted my heart let me be present with them as they opened their hearts to share their hardships. I felt love flow in my heart! Instead of preparing my big story to impress others, I found myself enjoying creating a safe place for them to talk. I enjoyed being the comforter and helping others.

Deep in my heart, I know this is a transformation God has given me. He freed me from myself and granted me the ability to care for others just like Him. In serving, I received love.

Love in the mind goes one way—only receiving is love.

Love in the heart of Christ goes both ways—receiving and giving are both love.

And today, I felt it in my heart.