Today I went to Seattle for a video shoot with the Orbit team. It was such an enjoyable experience. The tiredness from my past frequent travel faded already, since I normally work alone, so whenever I get to collaborate with people I like, I feel genuinely excited and energized.
We wrapped up the shoot much earlier than expected, so we decided to head back home tonight instead of staying overnight in Seattle. I’ve become so accustomed to sudden changes in plans. They don’t really stir any strong feelings in me anymore. I simply stay open, to whatever shifts may come, and to all the possibilities they might bring.
One of the lessons the Holy Spirit has been teaching me this year is that I truly don’t need to be afraid of the world. This world belongs to the Father, and everyone in it is our brother and sister. But my mind still creates so many limitations, telling me what I should enjoy, what I should avoid, what I should fear or resist. These conditions aren’t necessary, and they don’t come from You.
I’ve become more at ease with meeting strangers and visiting new places, but each new encounter still reveals areas in me that aren’t fully at peace. Today brought some of those to the surface. I saw them. And I hand them over to Your Holy Spirit, I am asking You to gently transform them in my heart, so that every encounter I have with my brothers and sisters becomes a reflection of You. Let them see You in me.
今天和团队去西雅图拍摄，从早到晚一整天，其实有没有我都一样，任务都可以完成。我简简单单的打了一天的酱油。这样的一天对于这个角色来讲是毫无意义的，因为收获极小成就极低。后来因为行程有变化，连晚上一起团建的过夜活动也取消了。
临在的心没有受到一点影响，ta的平安和信任依然在继续，ta 知道今天还没有结束，ta 的心依然在创造美好。回到 Bellingham 后，B因为第三次发现拍摄的文件被损坏了，情绪大崩溃，他一个人跑到天台上坐着，我也似乎没有意识到自己应该做什么，直到C开玩笑说：你去看着他，别一会他想不开往下跳了。我便出去坐在他身边，这个时候角色才看见今天最重要的事情原来是此刻。高我便开口说话了，那些话便是 B 当下最需要听到的话。我在当下变成了一个见证者。我既感受到了我这个角色给爱的感动，也感受到了 B 接受完美关怀的感动，更感动的是看到上主一直在所有的细节中同时且共同的引导所有的心去配合完成一次个人和集体的救赎，他总是以最完美的方式把他的孩子凑到一起，手牵手共同回家。
角色不在为了“好”去表现自己，也不在争着去行善。用剧本的眼光来看，布布似乎变得更加冷漠，一副事不关己高高在上的样子，但是这一切都是特别好的。因为当角色变得不在具有强烈的自主欲和表现欲，上主降临人间的窗口才可以变大。
和 B 在天台关于Isaac 的对话，让我的心感受到了上主时刻关怀我的那种贴心的爱，今天我把这份爱传递给了一个需要它的兄弟。我们两个人的心都被点亮了。今天我们一起面对的议题再次提醒我什么才是最重要的，一定不是人眼看到的结果，一定是天心散播的关爱。
今天早上5点起，到现在凌晨12点。是非常长的一天，开车来回西雅图4个小时，配合拍摄，晚上还在办公室处理问题。身体异常的不辛苦，身体也见证了临在当下合一的力量。