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Ruthlessly eliminate hurry

Dream: I dreamt of Trump, and he was very interested in me. He tried to bribe me to become his lover, sending spies to China to collect many of my family pictures, even ones I had never seen. Gosh, the dream felt so real. I remember seeing a picture of

June 11, 2024

Sweet Fruit

After four weeks of practicing solitude, I have come to truly enjoy my meditation time. Especially when I feel overwhelmed, instead of jumping in and hustling to fix things, I now take a step back. I retreat to my quiet place and seek help from God. Through this experience, I

June 10, 2024

How He wants me to live my life

Sunday had become my new favorite day. In the morning I get to go to church to refuel my soul and in the afternoon I usually take a nap with my husband and our sweet cat.  Those simple things give me so much joy and peace. Happiness can come so

June 9, 2024

His hands is better

Before Jesus died on the cross, He spoke only a few sentences, one of which was, “Into your hands I commit my spirit.” When Pastor Bob preached his series “The Shadow of the Cross,” I was deeply moved by the surrender Jesus demonstrated. Sometimes letting go feels incredibly hard because

June 8, 2024

God planned them out of love

The plan to purchase land has been delayed, so we decided to move to a new RV park with more space. As we were leaving, the RV developed some mechanical issues that worried us. My husband was under the RV troubleshooting the problem. I could tell he was stressed as

June 7, 2024

Fake Fear

”It’s not always easy to move forward in purpose when fear strikes, but it is ultimately a choice we have.  A choice to not allow fear to control your life.  A choice to focus on what is true.  A choice to guard your heart and mind against fear-inducing consumption. A

June 6, 2024

Fulfill His glory, not mine

✿ Morning Today, I had an important realization, marking a significant step forward for me. After years of habitually being a world-pleaser, I’ve developed a tendency to deceive myself. I tell myself that I’m fine and that I don’t have as many issues as others, just to receive applause and

June 5, 2024

I beat insomnia

Insomnia Attack I’m in the third week of my Practicing Solitude journey. The theme for this week is “Encounter the Enemy.” Dreams are one of my sacred places to meet with God. So, insomnia attacks have been an underlying plague in my life. It doesn’t happen every day, but at

June 4, 2024

Not guilty but proud

Yesterday and today, I completely fell into a deep sleep during my meditation time. It reminded me of what Shannan said: “God didn’t ask me to slow down, He asked me to STOP.” I think my soul must genuinely feel tired. When my mind quiets down, she just wants to

June 3, 2024

Unseen Battles

Today, I met with the ladies for the Practicing Solitude gathering. We all come from very different backgrounds, age groups, and lifestyles. Yet, when we share our struggles on the spiritual journey, it feels like we are almost the same person. In a church with hundreds of members, only three

June 2, 2024

Focus on me

Husband lost patience Today started really happily! We were on the way to check a potential house we could buy. And I was telling him how God guided me yesterday with “see it for what it is.” But the conversation went south as I started to think about how much

June 1, 2024

See it for what it is

The more I practice solitude, the more I enjoy it. Feeling close to God has become a natural state of mind. I’ve been down for quite a while, fighting my spiritual battles. My husband and I agreed to go on a little road trip today to lift my spirits. We

May 31, 2024

Face the dark battle

I feel that all my recent diligent and intentional practices have been gathering help and support for me so that I can finally face a dark battle. Last night, my husband guided me through a meditation, followed by a long, powerful conversation. I actually identified the pattern of how the

May 30, 2024

He planned for me

My second week in the Practicing Solitude. I have to admit this is getting really hard for me. Solitude is a place to encounter God and myself, and I love it. But I realized today I was not ready to encounter myself. This week, I have been experiencing so much

May 29, 2024

False self-worth

Up early. Feel rested. Spent 25 minutes in solitude. Realized my weakest muscle in this exercise is enjoying the quietness itself. Enjoy just being, without any feedback from anything. I constantly expect God’s voice or some kind of response. When there is no response, it’s like clicking a mouse and

May 28, 2024

Still angry

Today I felt quite melancholy. There isn’t anything specific that bothers me, but I just can’t motivate myself to do anything. I ended up spending the entire day sleeping. I didn’t know I was this tired. I think my devotional practice has really worked on my subconscious. I can feel

May 27, 2024

No one but ourselves

This morning was our Practice Solitude small group meeting. All the ladies were so open, we talked about God and shared childhood traumas. In the midst of that, we were just in awe of how God brought us together. It’s so intentional and well planned. The stories we shared were

May 26, 2024

Rich in His Kingdom

Today was a fun day. My husband and I got to hang out with friends for hours, talking about God, virtual reality, quantum computers, the Netflix documentary on Ashley Madison, and conspiracies 🙂 When I got home, our realtor told us that the land we were trying to purchase to

May 25, 2024

Future loves me unconditionally

I sat in the sauna for 20 minutes for today’s solitude practice. The more I try to shut off the voice in my head, the louder it becomes. God guided me to just accept everything and watch them flow like clouds in the sky. Then, I gain a new angle

May 24, 2024

Loud silence

Start My Journal Last month, I attended my first Christian event, a sisterhood retreat. It was a divine gift that helped me unlock hidden parts of myself and connect with an amazing group of women. As a result, I then started a 4-week program called Practicing Solitude with a lady

May 23, 2024
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