I recently arranged another outing for my family and some close family friends. There were nine of us in total, and we spent a night at a fun place. The kids had a blast, and the adults had a chance to connect and talk.

Life feels heavy these days, with both elders and little ones, we’re constantly distracted. Every small task feels like a battle. Day after day, we pour out all our energy, yet it seems like nothing gets accomplished. I see it in everyone, the exhaustion, the weariness that builds with no space for healing or growth. Instead of improving, unhealthy patterns seem to be fueled by old habits. And yet, Lord, I believe there’s a reason You’ve placed this in my life and opened my eyes to it.

Thank You for guiding me in the work You’ve called me to. You know how deeply my heart longs for Your perfect love. Keep me humble, Lord. Stop me immediately if I begin to desire more than I should. But if it’s Your will, give me the strength to keep touching hearts, to plant seeds of transformation so more people can live in Your peace and love.

I still feel my pride and ego rise up now and then, but I recognize them more quickly than before. Please, Father in Heaven, help me keep them at bay, for they poison my soul. I want them far from me.