Today was a very busy day, I visited three graveyards in the morning and spent the entire afternoon cleaning the house and moving things. By the time I got home, I was exhausted. Seeing all the stuff piled up in my mom’s space triggered that familiar pity in me again. I found myself wondering why I couldn’t have parents who pampered and cared for me, instead of always being the one who had to worry about and look after them.

But I know these painful earthly experiences are just reminders from You, Lord, that this is not my home yet. I shouldn’t dwell too deeply here but instead keep my focus on You. By the end of the day, I no longer clung to my tasks or burdens. All I wanted was to sit quietly and be with You, and in that, I found contentment.

No one on earth can truly fill my heart like You do. You are my only forever home. You are holy forever. Without You, I would lose my identity and the meaning of my life. Without walking in Your ways, I would be desperate and lost. My Father God, no one loves me like You do. Teach me how to love You back the way You love me.