I am very aware that the more I focus on problems, the stronger my urge to fix them becomes. I find myself planning and imagining different solutions, picturing how good things could be and how happy I would feel once they are resolved. 

However, reality often looks quite different. I struggle with the fact that I have no power to fix things or bring more good to the table. Oh Lord, mend my heart. You know my desires, keep my heart pure and anchored in trust in You. Teach me to accept more, to surrender more. I know I need to let go, but I need the courage to do it. Please grant me that strength. And Lord, give me Your eyes to see beyond the judgments the enemy throws at me, for You alone are my true approver.