Yesterday and today, I completely fell into a deep sleep during my meditation time. It reminded me of what Shannan said: “God didn’t ask me to slow down, He asked me to STOP.”

I think my soul must genuinely feel tired. When my mind quiets down, she just wants to rest. This week, I intentionally cut my work short and removed a bunch of tasks from my to-do list. I just want to be a lazy butt for myself and also for Jesus for a while.

And this time, I’m not going to feel guilty about it. I’m going to feel proud.