I’ve returned to the city, but with China’s rapid development, much of it feels unrecognizable. It’s been wonderful to reunite with my family, the elders are growing older, and the younger ones are becoming so much stronger. It’s fascinating to witness the passage of time through the generations.

My heart aches for my nephew. The harsh and competitive education system in China has stripped children of the freedom to simply be kids. They are treated like machines, pushed to perform. And the adults are trapped too, working tirelessly to afford better opportunities for their children. It’s a sad and seemingly unbreakable cycle.

Oh Lord, the reality of this world feels so heavy and heartbreaking. I long for everyone to live a joyful life, but here, that feels like an impossible dream. Father God, I ask You to be with me and guide me. Show me why You sent me here and what You want me to do. I don’t want to be overwhelmed by this heavy reality. I am not afraid of it, but I fear the weight could darken my heart. Lord, I only want You. Help me bring Your love to everyone I meet, to share the good news, and to let them know the depth of Your love.

Lord Jesus, I surrender myself to You and Your plans for me this year. Help me to let go of anything that hinders me and carry forward the blessings and holy habits I’ve gained. I fix my eyes on You and commit to running the race You have set before me.