The Cincinnati trip has been over for a few days now, but I’m still unpacking all the lessons the Holy Spirit stirred in me and all the miracles God worked into this journey. It was a project-based trip, yet to the Father, it’s never really about what we’re doing. It’s always about the heart.

I’ve slowly started to see why God placed me in my current home. It is a perfect retreat from the heavy crowds and city noise. And every time I go out, I find myself carrying the peace I’ve gathered in solitude, letting it pour out as love from the Father to those around me.

The long journey to China, along with a few shorter ones this year, reminds me of how Jesus sent out His disciples, each one stepping out in faith. That is how I feel now. Whether it is for work or for life, I am being sent. Every moment on earth is an expression of the Father’s love, and I want to be part of it. I want to carry His Kingdom here, that is all I desire. Let Your will be done.

Thank You for using me to help open C’s heart. The intense conversation we had during that short trip was unlike anything I’ve ever experienced, and yet I know with certainty that You designed it to bring healing to us both. I treasure the heartfelt stories we shared and the tears we shed. All of it was possible because of the power of Your love. One of my brothers is on his way Home! Amen!

脑袋在每一个当下试图抓住下一个片刻，那些没有落脚点的当下在默认的心灵中是紧张的，无处安放的。谢谢高我一直在带我学习如何真正的活在神圣的片刻中，我只想感叹这最简单的任务却难如登天。这几天回到家后，精神体特别的疲惫，睡意很浓。任何脑袋主导的任务都会迅速的吃空我的能力，也许我的意识体正在经历另外一次更新，更新到真正的当下体中。我期待每一天的学习，生活变的异常的简单甚至懒惰，但是我的心正在进入另外一个世界。一个时刻美妙，时刻都丰富的世界。感恩上主！我爱你！