Oh Lord, only You can truly describe what has taken place in these past few days. I am simply honored to be Your humble servant, delivering the message to those who need it. I am deeply grateful for what I have witnessed. Every miracle You brought to us is evidence of Your mighty power.

Thank You for bringing ZhuiEr into my life. Through this, I see how sweet and considerate You are as my heavenly Father. I have received the guidance You placed in her and brought to me. Let us be Your steadfast beacon, one that no darkness can overthrow.

We must pursue honesty before God because he will not address what is untrue. He will not try and help this false projection. He will not meet with that which doesn’t truly exist. Brennan Manning writes in his book Abba’s Child: The Cry of the Heart for Intimate Belonging, “The false self is frustrated because he never hears God’s voice. He cannot, since God sees no one there.” Thomas Merton says of the false self, “This is the man I want myself to be but who cannot exist, because God does not know anything about him” (Merton’s Place of Nowhere, James Finley).2731

I once thought my darkness was Your punishment for me, but now I see. You never saw the darkness at all. It was me, standing in the shadows, mistaking it for reality. But now I have stepped out of it, and I see the truth. My true reality has never been dark, never alone, never weak, never lost. It is full of light, love, strength, and guidance.

You are my only reality, a living King who holds me in His hand.